What I Do Look Forward To

Is making my living on the Internet and being able to get my boys into something where they will be able to live the kind of life I have always wanted them to have. When I started my working life there was nobody to point me in the direction I am now pursuing, heck it only took 32 years for me to see through the mist that has been clouding my sight. I probably wouldn't have listened anyway.
If you really want to know, I have been living the life of a 9 to5 slave, with a mindset that prevented me from using my imagination to climb out of the pit of self-pity, blaming everything that has happened to me over the years on everyone else but me. When you finally see with your eyes open it is very liberating, too bad it took a heart attack to snap me out of the haze!
Thank you Deborah, I always had you there to pick up the pieces, now I am beginning to see how much you really love me and how much you mean to me!!
I am writing that book, and many more after that, I love you.